Pain and Strain
christmas approachin. music playin.
yet i can't get rid of this incessant pain -
the pain of lost loved ones. lost love.
from this emotion, surely i'll gain
what my mother have always been sayin -
insight and compassion from all that has passed;
the aftermath of what was, the uncertainty of the future.
i'm in need of some persepective.
need a cure for this wretchedness
and hope it's effective.
can't help this rhythmic turbulence
swirlin into the hands of the invisible God.
say what u will. closed are the ears,
accumulatin the plaque of indifference thru the years.
God, oh God, please come into view.
a glimspe, just a glimse, i need to see You.
the happiness that emulates from those whom i've known,
festerin inside has the jealousy grown.
this proves atypical for my usual disposition.
give me strength, wisdom, faith as ammunition.
finals. exams. projects galore.
it is indicative that sanity be maintained
for after a few hours of complete solitude,
reading, memorizing, all ur liveliness
is destined to be drained.
biological and behavioral basis of disease,
theoretical principles of health behavior,
won't u leave me alone,
on my knees, i beg u please..
don't make me moan and groan
chemistry, and spanish..
i'm proposing a plan -
how's bout u make ur way out and vanish..
and i pack up for a trip to japan?
it's ten thirty nine
i think now i'll be fine.
after two hours of venting
it's time for lamenting
the wasted minutes of this foolishness of mine.
I'm going to stop procrastinating ... once I get around to it.
- unknown (nor surprisingly)
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Pain and Strain
christmas approachin. music playin.
yet i can't get rid of this incessant pain -
the pain of lost loved ones. lost love.
from this emotion, surely i'll gain
what my mother have always been sayin -
insight and compassion from all that has passed;
the aftermath of what was, the uncertainty of the future.
i'm in need of some persepective.
need a cure for this wretchedness
and hope it's effective.
can't help this rhythmic turbulence
swirlin into the hands of the invisible God.
say what u will. closed are the ears,
accumulatin the plaque of indifference thru the years.
God, oh God, please come into view.
a glimspe, just a glimse, i need to see You.
the happiness that emulates from those whom i've known,
festerin inside has the jealousy grown.
this proves atypical for my usual disposition.
give me strength, wisdom, faith as ammunition.
finals. exams. projects galore.
it is indicative that sanity be maintained
for after a few hours of complete solitude,
reading, memorizing, all ur liveliness
is destined to be drained.
biological and behavioral basis of disease,
theoretical principles of health behavior,
won't u leave me alone,
on my knees, i beg u please..
don't make me moan and groan
chemistry, and spanish..
i'm proposing a plan -
how's bout u make ur way out and vanish..
and i pack up for a trip to japan?
it's ten thirty nine
i think now i'll be fine.
after two hours of venting
it's time for lamenting
the wasted minutes of this foolishness of mine.